So my boyfriend broke up with me and I am pleased to say that it is one of the bigger reliefs of my life. He has dragged me down so much and drained me so much, I am glad to have finally let go of that toxic situation. He’s a great person and I love him to death but we just were not compatible. I am a giver. He is a taker. I gave everything I possibly could, without receiving anything in return. He was also one of the most moody, wishy washy people I have ever met. One day he gave me so much love and the next day he wanted nothing to do with me… That is not love. I put in such a huge effort to make things work and he just wasn’t in it. I’m glad I have finally accepted that. I deserve someone who doesn’t just take from me. I deserve someone who is crazy about me and doesn’t leave me second guessing myself everyday. I almost feel bad for him because I can see that he is in a really lost state right now. He has no idea what he wants or what direction he’s headed… And I can’t have people in my life like that. You know, I have known this all along but I never could admit it to myself because I was so blinded by “love” and I always had hope that things would change and get better… But they never did. And they probably never would have! I am so ready to be free and independent once again. No more worrying about him and his mood swings, no more stupid games and fucking with my emotions. Now I can focus my energy on the things I love and the things I want to accomplish, not on some immature, petty, one sided relationship. I’m ready to move forward.