What am I doing wrong. I feel so fucking stupid right now. I apologize for the negativity because I really do try to bring the good vibes, but I have reached yet another breaking point. I’m seriously not allowing myself to get close to anyone anymore nor will I allow myself to get my hopes up. I am always, and I mean ALWAYS let down and led on. I seriously feel like I’m going to be alone for the rest of my life. I have so much love to give but apparently I don’t live up to anyone’s standards. I’m always in last place. Just when I feel like this could be something worthwhile and fulfilling, of course it doesn’t go my way. And this is the last straw. Now I definitely have trust issues. Now I really just feel like I’m destined to be lonely for all of eternity. I am not good enough. Life isn’t a fairytale. Life isn’t fair and I have learned my lesson.